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[Apr. 14th, 2005|11:54 am] |
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| lost feelings and newfound love |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
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| | loveeeee. :D | ] |
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| | hudas - bamboo | ] |
today marks the end of an old love and a beginning of a new [and hopefully lasting] flame. :D |
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| spongecola fever |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|03:58 pm] |
why cant you see me like i see you?
cant you feel me </b>like i feel you</b>
cant you be with me..tonight?
why did i have to know all of these during exam week? how the hell am i gonna concentrate now? no..i shouldn't be doing this to myself..i shouldn't..i wouldn't..
i know there's so much more to him than that..he shouldn't act stupid.. |
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| whatever has been will be |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|03:30 pm] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dragonfly - spongecola | ] |
i shouldn't have done it..i shouldn't have done it!!!
this sucks..i checked out kim's blog because i knew she'd post the thingy she told me about there..so there..i checked it out..my initial reaction after reading the whole thing? hurt.
i have never felt so..well, stung before..i mean..reading about the WHOLE THING was like a thousand needles pressed on my heart..eww, ya sounds baduy but it's true..i never thought that her friend would actually do that to him..she has a boyfriend for crying out loud! well..i guess it hurt me because he and i are in touch again and we're actually in good terms with each other..sh**..i don't even know why i bother..i mean, i'm not supposed to feel this way right? i just have to say this to myself to remind myself WHY I SHOULDN'T BOTHER ANYMORE:
it's over.
no matter what i do, it JUST WON'T SINK IN. it's insolent. whatever has been will always be, you get what i mean?..err..i dont think you do..you have to experience everything i've been through to understand..this sucks..
well, i guess when you think about it, i guess i should be happy knowing that he respects me..he never really said or done(thank God!) anything like that to me..if ever he did, i didn't find it offensive..what happened with him and her was just..degrading..for the girl, i mean..well..they say it's "NORMAL" for guys..i have nothing against the girl, whatsoever..but..still..diba..it hurts..
do i still have feelings for him? am i willing to take that risk because of these feelings again? i dont think so..
whatever's been felt in the past will always be felt..it wont melt away..it's not that easy..
whatever has been will be. |
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| WOW. |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|01:05 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | KLSP - Spongecola | ] |
wow..haven't written anything here for the longest time! hehe. well, a lot of stuff happened and..there..haha!
Anna left for the States already..she's coming back on Jan16..wow..that's a pretty long time..hehe..Gerone, Micho and I have been bonding..haha! it all started when we went to the LSGH Concert because i texted Katee about it..and she started asking everyone if they could go..haha! funny..anyway..a lot of our favorite artists were there so we really begged our parents so that we could go..my dad got pretty upset because i was supposed to go with him to Ateneo for his homecoming ekek..but NOOO..my mom allowed me eh..so there..i went..i HAD to go..haha..! :D
well..we got there at around 7..concert supposedly starts at 6..but NOOOO..haha! :) Spongecola played! woohoo! Yael Yuzon is HOT. HAHA. :D oh yeah, Yabs Kate Katee Gerone Micho were with me..coolful..haha! we were IN FRONT talaga..hahaha! :) i saw Mica Ocampo with her boyfriend..cool! hehe..they look good together..okay back to the concert..haha! :) cool kaya! i saw a lot of familiar faces..haha..there sila Mica..and Sam Castro!! haven't seen that chick in a long time! we werent able to talk though..:( haha! we just said hey and stuff..made kamusta..blahblah..i saw Fong! hehe..cause they were gonna sing..OUT OF THE BOX ROCKS! especially Carlo! haha! beatboxerrrr..oh yes..and Chino too..they're like..really really good..haha! i met Jason, one of the other singers for OTB..astig! he was really nice anevrathang..haha..cool! basta! i cant post all the details right now..
OH YEAH..HOW COULD I FORGET..SUGARFREE PERFORMED TOO..and Jal still remembers us! woohoo! we love Sugarfree!
ito na ang gabing di malilimutan..dahan dahan tayong..nagtinginan.. |
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| wow. :D |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|02:57 pm] |
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| |  oh yes. | ] |
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| | Broken -- Seether | ] |
haha! today's a happy day.. :D
i slept pretty late last night..all because of Gerard who's all the way in Subic right now..LOL :D he kept on calling my cel! he was taking advantage of Sun Cellular's 24/7 thing..haha! it was nice talking to Gerard again..we didn't get to talk much when i saw him in Power before Break..i didn't know he smoked until he hugged me goodbye..i was like.."you smell like yosi.." he was like "hehe..whoops.." ay nako Gerard! i'm trying to help you na nga pero you won't stop pa din! GRR. hehe..we kept on talking about his MU last night..i'm really happy for him..after such a painful relationship with his ex, i'm glad he moved on already..but i kept on warning him..i was like, "you better be careful..one minute you're happy, the next you'd be calling my house and when i answer it, you're crying again.." before he and his ex broke up, he'd always call the house and i'd always hear him cry..hay nako Gerard..take care of yourself this time, okay? :D well, if ever it doesn't work out AGAIN, you know my number. :D Gerard won't let me sleep 'cause he kept making drama that i didn't want to talk to him na..LOL..haha! tsktsk..drama drama..haha! well, prior to that long conversation, my relatives decided to watch OUR BABY VIDEOS..i swear they were so embarassing!!! as in! haha! :) my face especially my cheeks were hot red! haha! i can't believe i did all those stupid stuff when i was a kid..sad..sad..haha.. :)
haha! oh well..
i woke up at 8:00 am this morning THANKS AGAIN TO GERARD..
me: "helloooooooo.." [sabog voice]
Gerard: "diba sinabi ko sayo gumising ka ng maaga?"
me: "HINDIII!!!"
Gerard: "haha..sige na nga..matulog ka na ulit..mamaya nalang ako tatawag.."
me: "okay..nightnight.." [still sabog. obviously..that was 8am ha!]
lol..he hasn't called yet and it's 3:00 pm already..haha! have fun in Subic, Gerd! haha! :D after that phone call, i decided to go back to dreamland..haha..then, i got up at 10:00am..haha..i saw Elaine sleeping in the pull-out of my sister's bed..they have another CalCarrie's ekek today..haha..so there..i went downstairs to eat lunch [YEAH. LUNCH. :D] then..there! :D i didn't do anything after that but practice some songs on my guitar and simply bum around..lol. :D
oh happy day. ;) lol..
[p.s. i'm not happy cause of a guy okay? because usually, the connotation of that phrase is "i'm soo kilig" or something similar to that. haha. :D well, just to let all of you know, it's not because of a guy. okay? :D] |
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| bameeeeeeeeer. |
[Nov. 12th, 2004|04:49 pm] |
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| | haha! loser. :D | ] |
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| | Sige -- 6CM | ] |
hmm..what happened today..rrrr..
i stayed up late last night talking to Gio D and Fong. haha! yes, pinoy pop star Francis Ong. HAHAHA. :D he hates it when Gio and I would tease him! Fong, fish tayo. HAHA.:) well anyway, there..i slept at 2:00am..xaaaj. hehe. :D well..there. mom woke me up at around 5:30. yipes! haha..no wonder i felt so sleepy the whole day today..:) well, clubtime was a bust since [again] we DIDNT do anything and we found out that Pep Squad [us] will NOT perform for the fair.. boo. :( well, cara and the rest of us were pretty bummed 'cause we really want to do something for Pep..i mean, we haven't been doing stuff and we got an S for student activities..don't ask, but i can explain why..hehe. :) there..it's kinda disappointing, but oh well, guess we don't have a choice anyway. LOL :D
boo..why are most people my age [or even younger] into having relationships nowadays? whoaa..lalang, it just made me wonder..i mean, yeah, it's fun to like or LOVE [what an abused word. TSKTSK.] someone but..i mean..i don't know about you guys but..don't u just want to stop and think if that "relationship" would last another 10 years? i mean..im 14 and 10 years from now im 24 [the perfect age to get married for me]..if it does last, then good for you..but what if it doesn't? see? then what's the point of getting in a relationship at this age anyway? BOO. i'm pretty sure some people would agree with me..i mean, if you dont, then..umm..fine..but dont take this the wrong way..i have lots of friends who have boyfriends and girlfriends and i have NOTHING against them..i just feel like "writing" it here..LOL. :D
hmm..we watched Ibong Adarna in St. Scho today..wow, exclusive seats, pare! :D lol..we were at the top thingy..i think 5 schools were watching from downstairs..the theatre was really nice but i think it was too elevated..it was like we were gonna fall on the people below us! lol..haha. :) seriously. we kinda felt like barfing there! haha! our stomachs were empty, some slept throughout the first half of the play, 10 mins intermission, we got our food, ATE LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW, and became really hyper during the 2nd half..the play was really nice and funny.. :) haha..well, it was nice for me..not sure bout the other people..
haha..i have to write palancas for people in I-4..oh noooo..haha! :D but of course i'd write cause my WHOLE barkada's there..haha..:D see how nice i am!? kidding. boooo..haha..anyway..what else..hmm..oh yeah! wish me,micho,anna and gerone [kada] luck cause we're trying out for mACrophone : Battle of the Bands. :) haha! oh my..we have to practice soon, guys. HAHA :D
oh well..update later! gotta gooooo. :D |
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| bummed. |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kwentuhan -- SugarFree | ] |
oh well..i was awfully quiet during P.E. today..dont know why..got kinda pissed at sam for pressing my collarbone..weird but, sorry sam..i hate this day..
the day started out fine -- quiz in social, quiz in lit but i got exempted since i was absent yesterday, another quiz in fil and another quiz in science..whoaa..quiz-ish morning..then grammar came..LOL..i love ms. cabanez! she rocks! :D haha..then came P.E..i was soo quiet..i was just there, sitting down on one of the benches of the Assumpta Court..staring at the rain dropping from the sky to the cement floor of the courtyard..weird..it was one of those moments..GGRR..annoying! hmm..what else happened..well, i guess that's all..sila kate were inviting me to go to rockwell tomorrow but i dont think im in the mood for it..besides, im broke..haha! :D
well, being the bad luck girl that i am, i sprained my pinky toe today thanks to doms..HAHA :D [dont worry doms, im not mad:)] lol..wow, first time i got a sprain..tsktsk..it just HAD to be my pinky toe..tsktsk..why?! cause doms kept on tickling me and i landed on my foot cause i tripped on aina's foot..WHOOAAA..weird..lol. :D
hmm..well, my day was okay.. oh yeah, it's my dad's 44th birthday today..happy birthday daddy. :D HAHA. :D
what else..hmm..oh yeah, im kinda happy cause i found out that SugarFree's performing in our fair! yayyyyy! :) heck yeah! haha..which reminds me..everyone! please go to the AC fair.."InterACt" on November 26-27..im not sure about the entrance fee ekek..but it'll probably be like last year's..haha.. :) so go, okay?! gooooo!!
oh yeah nga pala..we're performing [Pep]..yipes! and i dont know bout the moves and stuff..uh-oh..haha! basta everyone please go! :D it's for a good cause..haha! :D and besides im sure you'll all have fun if you go! so go, okay? okay. :D
boooooo..bummerrrrrrrr..this is soo weird..haha..one minute im sad then the next im happy..tss to me. :P
we're watching ibong adarna tomorrow in St. Scho..woweee..HAHA. this lj's soo weird. :D
gotta go joe yo. :D |
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| screaming infidelities |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|05:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none.. | ] |
i was absent today..i really needed sleep, and i got it [oh yes..thanks mom :D]..haha! :) laboness..
i asked kim about her blog thingythingthing so i asked for the url and there..i saw it..[for those of you who don't know, kim's the ex-mu (correct me if i'm wrong, okay?:)) of basketball..hehe]
i got stung inside when i read some of the entries that involved me..i got surprised of some of the stuff that she said about me, stuff basketball said, stuff that roy said etc..oh well..haha..at least i know she's better than me [according to BASKETBALL HIMSELF]..it also said there that basketball didn't want to go to the makati area cause his EX lives there [i am an ex. frik, it hurts to say that]..
haha..i feel so stupid right now..i mean..why the hell am i trying to recall all the memories and crap if i know that it'll just leave me hanging to a false hope that he'd like me again? it's sooo dumb, i know..i just cant help it..yes, i admit, i still like him [a bit. :?] but i dont think IT'll ever happen again..so i guess i should feel "happy" that we're still "friends". oh well, there's not much to write about him anyway since IT happened a looong time ago [approx 1 year and 6months] soo..i guess i shouldnt dwell on the topic anymore..
i feel crappy..
"im reading your note over again there's not a word that i comprehend except when you signed it 'i will love you always and forever..'" -Screaming Infidelities by Dashboard Confessional |
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| stuff. hehe. :) |
[Nov. 9th, 2004|04:50 pm] |
sugarfree and 6cyclemind rocks. :)
\m/ oh yes. hehe. im soo bored.
guitar guitar. wee. i got to make capa Hari ng Sablay. haha. actually 2 months ago pa or something. yehey. :) mabait ang Diyos.
i love pinoy rock.
bamboo's hot. :D
jal taguibao is a great bassist. yehbaaaa. and ebe dancel reminds me of ely buendia. super cool. my parents like Sugarfree. oh yes. rock rock. :)
ney dimaculangan's soo nice. got to meet him na. wahoo. and jal, too. yeheyyyy. tigastig!
i cant help but rave over music right now. dont even know why im writing this. :)
idols. idols.
weeeee..gotta go joe yo! :D
dont buy pirated cds, okay? good good! |
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